You've been reading about the woman who wants me to keep attending church.  I write back about finding my place at the edge.  Unicycling builds bridges.  Writing creates connections. 
Here's a person I've never met before, but her words arrived this morning as a new friend.  She emailed after reading a free page from A-Page-A-Day.  If you want your free pages, SIGN UP HERE
...This sounds awfully familiar.  Our stories are so different, and yet so the same.  I am a lesbian.  I'm not sure anymore if I can call myself a christian.  A couple of weeks ago I went to an [LGBT retreat].  I led the worship and music.  It was the first time since I have come out, that I felt completely at home, welcomed, loved, affirmed.  It's made things worse in some ways...why can't the playing field be level?   Why am I always running uphill?  Why is the church such a destructive place for people...and not just people like me.  Why can't life be more like that weekend?  Where my voice is heard and respected too? 
I'm pretty weary.  I feel as though I'm losing my faith completely. 
Thanks for your honesty.  Your book is wonderful.  I'll have to order a copy for my partner... 
Yes.  This is why I ride and write and hope.  Seeking the shared space of honesty.  Walking the uncertain roads and finding the unexpected companions along the way.  Gifts I treasure.
Blessings,
Lars
Thursday, June 22, 2006
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